A New beginning to Explore !

Letting go my fears I decided to walk away
Weaknesses kept aside in search of happiness again
,Lost and Left alone I used to be
Now Flying high outstanding the crowd... I feel so Free !

Socializing and experiencing the world in a different way
Making new friends, Smiling and enjoying Life each new day,
And then I found you... You Turned out to be the reason for my Smile
Every moment spent since then... Makes my Living Worthwhile !

Time passes by and with time our Priorities change
Some hold your hand forever...while some estrange
,In the agony of past you decided to walk away
Left alone is what I was and Sadly what I am today. 

Fears and Loneliness accompanies me again
Cold hearted is what Life made me, I feel no happiness no Pain,
I'm fallen, But ill get up ! Be Wiser than ever before
With your memories Locked in my heart.... A New beginning to Explore !

Life Changes and So Do PEOPLE !

I moved on in search of a new life where happiness could be
Wandering and seeking for someone who could fix the broken me,
Broken and shattered I was in pain
Out of the Darkness I moved in search of Happiness again.

Wherever I go, thou would never Let me Down
Surrounded by people Cheering me up, I found happiness all around
I felt Alive and Reborn, better that I'd ever been
Escaping from past, I entered a new World I'd never Seen.

Fate brought new Friends, Gave new life and new hopes
Weaving new dreams in life, Letting go the fears of future which no human knows
Getting strong enough to stand up on my feet
Down to the Earth, staying humble and began my good Deeds.

But like they say, Life changes and Nothing Last's forever
Time Flies... People walk away & look back Never
I'm back to the Old Times, not knowing what to do next...
Was it a Mistake of Moving on? Mistake of Making new Friends?

Into your HANDS...

You turned back then
we became friends again,
Sorrows fade now
there lived no more Pain,
A fresh beginning we started
when All past memories departed,
With new Hope of light
towards making a new existence.

Bitter-Sweet are those talks,
yet old memories revolving in my Mind never stop,
Hard to get on with what has happened
after being one Soul now we have ended as New Friends,
Time passed by
it has completely changed me today,
Love for you in my Heart will never die
No matter how far Life takes you away.

Hoping this new start
makes everything better,
Erasing times of disappointments
someday, somehow later,
Surrendered myself in your Hands
let your Will be done,
By your Grace things will be they've never been
In a Way no Man's ever Seen...

I've just become is HISTORY

No more your presence
accompanies my life,
Sadly its ened
it just could not survive,
All my hopes and dreams
buried down the grave,
Tried hard to put in efforts
for a broken relation to save.

I just could not continue
unable to fake a smile each day,
Knowing you'll be gone
and give her your name one day,
I give up and bid you Good Bye
although I don't wanna leave,
I dream that you turn back to me
But in reality you'll never come back to me.

So for you...
Now I'm only PAST
From Me...
Forever you've set FREE

All now I've just become is HISTORY !

What is Love ?

Claire : Are you MAD! How can you trust this Man who flirts with so many women? What guarantees you that he's gonna hold your hand forever?

Calvina : No matter how many women he flirts with, doesn't matter with how many Girls he talks to or goes out with. At the End of the Day, when he is lying on his Bed and just about to sleep, the only woman who will run through his thoughts, his imagination, the one who he will desire for is none other but ME...

My dear Claire, Love isn't just being with each other throughout the day. Love isn't talking to each other 24x7. Love is far beyond ! It is letting go the person, allowing them to have their space. It holds a Great power, strong affinity that will bring us more closer no matter how far we are in distance. So no matter how many he flirts or hangs out with, In the end it's gonna be only one Lady... And that's Me ! All one needs to have is Little Faith...

 #FromMyFirstNovel

 Memories

When I Try To Walk Much Higher To the Sky,
Your Memories Pull Me Down Again,
When I try so hard To Fly,
Each Time I Fall and Bear The Unbearable Pain.

I Grow Stronger
So Strong That I Try not to Stumble Again,
So Strong That I Learn To Erase All The Pain,
But Each Time God Calls & I Run To help You
Wishing You Will Turn Back and Make My Dreams Come True.

Each Time I turn Back,
Although It's makes me feel Ashamed,
Even After Being True I'm The one who is Blamed,
And All what You Do is Put Me down To shame.

I Try Not To Come,
Try Much Hard To forget You,
But Inside Me A Voice Calls Out To Say
" One Day That Dream Will Come True"

Good Bye

It's Time for us to Depart
All I want is to be Free,
I want to fly up high
Dance Again under the Bright Sky.

Ways have Changed
And Now remains No more Pain,
A New Beginning A New Start
Is right Ahead of Me Again.

I wish this All could be A Lie
And Someday you turn back to Me,
Happily Ever After
Forever we would Be.

But Maybe it's God's Wish
And Let thy Will be Done,
Maybe there's Another chance
For Many more happiness to come.

Good luck is All I can say you
All my Happiness to you I give,
Incase if I ever hurted you
Please do Forgive.

True Love doesn't Survive
And so my Love for you is gonna Die,
No Matter how Long it took
But Today I'm Finally Saying Goodbye.

Love is You !

No matter how hard you try to escape,
One day I will Find You.
No matter how much you make me cry,
I'll never let a Tear drop roll down my eye.
No matter how long it takes,
I wont stop trying.
Doesn't matter how much you gift me the pain,
You'll always see me Smiling.

Let the World turn Upside down,
Let all my Dreams burry down the Ground.
Let suffering and sadness kill me deep within,
I'll Survive the way together we've once been.
One day I will die and pass through,
But the Only person I'll always LOVE is YOU.

Why Not Today?

You weren't there when I wanted You to be

Now when It's all Ended I have You right in front of me,
Memories of Past still Run through my sight 

My wicked Heart and Mind have a Great Fight.

Heart Says Keep waiting, He will Turn back one day

Mind Says it's all Abolished and there's Nothing Left to say,

Every Morning begins with a Hope of seeing you again

But at the End all I receive is Hatred, Ignorance and Pain.

Wishing things could turn the way they have once been

And we could Live happily like the World has never seen,

But Like my Mind says there's Nothing Left to say

Someday It was meant to be Ended, So why not Today?

                                   Magic of Life
Life has its ups and downs, Times that are Good and Bad. Life is a Mixture of All possible things including people. Like it was said in a Sermon,"We are all Here like Guest's and one day we have to return Home in Paradise with GOD". I know when I die, I won't take back anything with me except experience, knowledge and people's Blessings. And now All I want to be is the Change that I want to see in the World.

Everything happens for a specific reason and so is everyone's past. There is a reason behind my Past. And Yes, It has moulded me and shaped me into what I am today. I always kept Holding on to small Things and kept cribbing about it as to why I Don't get them? But then Its today that I have realised that,"GOD gives us more than we deserve and Better than what we ask for."

To see the World in a Grain of Sand
And Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the Palm of your Hand
And Eternity in an Hour.